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Все то, что живет в твоем сердцечасть 2
Автор Miss Lucky and Crazy, 28.02.2011, 21:05
#9867
Отправлено 10.03.2012, 05:01:30
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why am I doing this.. why I just can't stop thinking of you... I should have actually.. it's been a long time and what's the point .. and a... today when I saw you there standing next to me... I had that feeling that you regret... I don't regret, but I miss those times, I miss our time we spent together, and our long lasting conversations and everything that is abt you... omg... will I ever stop thinking of you? they say I need time.. yes I need time, but I am not sure that in this case it will heal my wound.. you are sooo different, and what we had was kinda actually different, time can not do anything with my memories in our special case you know.. time will not heal, it will ease the strong effect of memories, but still you are there.. they are not painful, but I still do have them... and yes I've started smoking, yes it's silly but it's because of that amount of thoughts that I have recently, negative thoughts.. do they really help me? I mean cigarettes.. nah, I don't think so, but at least I am doing smth to escape from my thoughts, negative ones.. fkuc so many things that I wanna tell right into your face, instead I am writing this bullshit stuff nowhere in internet)) and it's nice, it gives you feeling that you never keep it inside, you speak it out, you shout it out, but in internet.. and it's sad.. but whateva..
I should make a swap
to my new bf, poor thing, he does not deserves this.. what if I talk to him abt this stuff, will he understand, or I shouldn't bring my old sh*t into my new relationships. it's so complex when it comes to relationships. sometimes I think that it is better not be in them, rather than always being in troubles because of them. hell yes relationships are always abt problems and don't you even try to argue, since this is true. yeah. whateva
I should make a swap
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#9874
Отправлено 10.03.2012, 16:03:51
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Сколько времени прошло? Год, два или уже три..но при звуке твоего голоса у меня внутри все переворачивается и я тут же забываю о той боли и слезах...и сразу хочется вернуть то что было..и пройти все вновь снова и снова и сделать все чтобы это никогда не заканчивалось..но если все закончилось так давно почему ты не отпускаешь меня, держишь, обращаешься за помощью..никогда этого не пойму..
#9877
Отправлено 10.03.2012, 19:39:32
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abt that smoking stuff.. yesterday actually after having a long conversation with a friend of mine abt smoking and its consequences and that I am toooo good for smoking, I've made a strong and enthusiastic decision to quit smoking, or at least to became just a social smoker, but not remain as a smoker- smoker, who smokes in a mornings right before having a breakfast, after lunches, when you nervous, when you feel upset or ,in contrary, too excited. so today is a first day and I am OK so far, which is nice, which means that I am not over addictive. that's abt it. and yes to give up your health, to take a risk of ending up by having lungs cancer, simply because some idiot treated you not in a good way, well.. it's not worth it, I think.
need to read, so many books you carried omg, but it was very thoughtful of you, thanks, even if you turned to be an a-hole at the end.
need to read, so many books you carried omg, but it was very thoughtful of you, thanks, even if you turned to be an a-hole at the end.
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